How Did I Get Here?
I did not accidentally fall into a small library the way others have. I had a horrible job in a medium sized public library as the Head of Children's and Young Adult Services. The job was horrible because of the library management. It was like an ongoing class in exactly how not to manage and retain professional staff. Unfortunately, I stuck it out there for four long years and several directors. Looking back, I should have left much, much earlier. Having a job you really hate takes a toll on you physically, mentally and emotionally. Those were hard years.
Eventually, I applied and got an interview for another children's position in my home state of Wisconsin. I didn't get that job, but at the interview I admitted that my personal passion was small town libraries and that I had always wanted to run one in a town "like Green Lake." I said that when I retired, I wanted to do exactly that. I had no idea that Green Lake was hiring a new director just then, but the director I was interviewing for recommended me for the Green Lake directorship. I was called in to interview and the rest is history.
I occasionally look at openings in larger libraries and wonder if I would fit there as well as I fit here. But so few management positions in larger libraries do the things I like most in my job. First, I still get to do children's services. I do the Summer Reading Program, the story times, the class tours, etc. Second, I do all of the collection development in the library, something I am sure I will get up on my soapbox about soon. Third, I get to relate directly to my patrons. They know me on a first name basis and I know the majority of them by name. There is a relationship there that was rarely found in the larger library I worked in. These three things are what make me adore my job. Anyone got a directorship in a larger library that will satisfy these needs? I'll be amazed if you do.